I have slept for two days for what was supposed to be a harmless evening with friends, the movie premier of Machete Kills. Only I would find myself between the sheets of a man I never expected with a woman who embraces sex much the same way I do. Having had the restlessness of my wild child being woken some weeks ago I tried my best to keep her under wraps but my futile attempt ended as I walked out the theatre doors having a conversation with Stephanie about how relieved we both were to be out of there so we could get our clothes off. I knew right then and there this would end in the most unexpected of ways. Keeping ourselves composed through dinner, appeased by drinks, wondering how much longer it would take. As I walked through the front door of my friends house the first article of my clothing found its way to the floor as I unzipped my skirt and slinked it to join. Breathing a sigh of relief as I followed Stephanie to the restroom. The rest of the evenings events are somewhat of a blur as the two bottles of wine and several drinks began to take their full effect. What I do remember is Stephanie and I having a conversation about our shared nymphomania which led to her disrobing, then kissing and somehow we ended up in my friends bed for what I’ve been told was an orgasmic sound machine which left me with a smile on my face and the feeling of being in the normalcy of my life again. Yes, I said normalcy of my life for I’ve been feeling un normal for some time now. Having cleaned up the act of which I called my life I realized I had lost the feeling of normal. Behaving to fit in a world that was more “acceptable” and here I find myself between a beautiful woman’s legs, orgasiming in utter freedom, and laying naked in the sheets of another man. This is perfection, utter normalcy for me. A place I am most comfortable and most fitting. The balance of two sides and the balance of two worlds. I have found my way back.
Q & A after seeing Machete Kills with director and local cast.
Appetizers and wine at Roaring Fork downtown
Derrick and my Bedmate
Stephanie and I at dinner
Exactly the place to be.
