Last week I’ve described my pornographic awakening and the first moments of porn arousing me. I’m deliberately using the term awakening, because this moment had a quasi-religious feeling in retrospect. Okay, let’s hold our breath for a moment. Porn and religion? Serious? Please forget your Calvinistic or Puritan socialization for a while. This is about the religion your iconoclastic...
I had thought that my ex-girlfriend, K, was possibly “the one.” When we had dinner on our first date, she was in bed with me in two hours. The connection we had was passionate, intense, close, and tender. My friends noted how I glowed in her presence and that we seemed to go together. We fell madly in love, and I felt her adoration for months, her sweet love notes and homemade dinners and her...
The latest artwork of Ruby Day at Pornsaints.org by Joshua Burbank I am excited to announce the latest piece of art from Pornsaints.org was released this week. To find out more about the artwork, artist, and to purchase click the image above or go to: http://www.pornsaints.org/blog/pornsaint-ruby-day-0 ...
Remember last week’s post when I told you about my discovery of that porn magazine collection hidden in a cabinet down in the cellar? Viewed in retrospect, this episode provides a lot of psychology. The descent into darkness, the discovery of forbidden secrets, the defilement of my naive mind. It was a step towards maturity by salvaging a hidden treasure. The main actor – besides me –...
I keep thinking I’m going to sit down and write about something, actually anything, and every moment I get Sigmund needs to be taken outside, lunch needs to be made, the mail needs to be gotten because a package was delivered, the dryers screaming to deal with the clothes in it, or my poor sick bedmate needs something. All the while I had my usual list of tasks to accomplish and not much...
The secret I’ve found in online dating is: If there’s chemistry across the computer screen, it will exist face-to-face, and if there’s not, chances are that sparks will not magically come about. I’ve been so intuitive about whom I date via the internet that I’ve either entered into relationship or had a romantic affair each time I’ve gone out on a date. I prefer to correspond with a new...
The kink started early. I popped my porn cherry when I was nine years old. There was this cabinet in the cellar, a shoe box inside. I discovered it one day, always curious as I was (and still am). This discovery opened the mirror to a strange wonderland: naked grown-ups doing things I’ve never seen before. Porn magazines. Sex, rough and unprettified. Most of them in full colour, many of them...
After having one of the strangest Christmas nights I don’t care to ever repeat at any point in time let alone a holiday I decided my best and safest option was to stay home with family this New Year’s Eve. I know it doesn’t sound like much of a good time and perhaps I’m a bit lacking as a party animal this year but having a nice and relaxing evening with my bedmate and my...
After an exhausting week of working through growing pains in dealing with stress levels of those we live with I find myself sitting in front of the fire, my Labradoodle sleeping, waiting for a sticky bun to come out of the oven, and a glass of espresso spiked eggnog next to me. Even if it is a warm 60 something degrees in December I am determined to keep the essence of December holiday spirit alive. Stress...
DON’T FORGET TO VOTE FOR ME… on this years XBIZ Awards fan voting. I’ve been nominated for ‘Web Star of the Year’ for the 2014 awards show and you can cast your vote for me or any of the other deserving ladies so don’t be shy and vote for them everyday. It’s being unclear as to how the vote counting works so make sure you follow all three steps to make...
It seems with the holiday cheer and purchasing of gifts that even Jack Frost can’t be kept from delaying every gift I have purchased from being delivered on time. It’s the hardest part of Christmas for me… waiting. Even if it did begin trickling in the week of Thanksgiving. In the process I am still mending my aching body and I’m finding the bitter cold not being a friend....
